I just read something very funny and started laughing to myself in the room, hahahhaha oh dear..
Yesterday was a fulfilling day :D
TODAY. ah today. HAHA what do i use to describe today? it wasn't anything out of the ordinary actually. Just something familiar that I haven't had for quite a while..? I just totally somewhat (that sounds contradicting) immersed myself in church life again. the life besides the actual purpose of church -- more of the routine and people around. It happened to be one of those sian days, so everyone's face was -_- or ._. or something to that effect
talking to shunquan is ....... interesting. HAHAHA I can't find a suitable enough word to describe conversations with him, really. wink-ipedia hahaha!
anw abs and fay and ruth just flew off today apparently athalia had flown off ages ago without us having any knowledge of that happening (so i happily smsed her when she's actly in australia and most probably has not read my message which is rotting in her inbox as i type this) I also just learned last night that janell (and rachel and tiff) are flying off this coming saturday
why do i feel so lonely all of a sudden
OH WELL, have a safe trip everybody!!! natalie ang will miss you all from the confines of singapore I will probably not be flying til end of the year. hopefully, though, I'll be going some place i've been wanting to go to, heehee
okay i think i'm having strange moddswings HAHA oh no I dont know I'm .. I'm.. well just now i was feeling strangely sad (or maybe I'm tired -- yes, i think so) then irritated (i just remembered something very.. argh) but now I feel.. zen. hahahahahahah reign in me is a nice song
i don't feel like sleeping
tomorrow is graduation ): shucks this is too fast, I don't want to (yet I kind of do) leave scgs, noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
Bio SPA Art (coursework) Chinese I Chinese II Chinese oral Chinese LC English oral English I English II E Math I E Math II Combined Humanities (Social Studies) Art (Drawing and Painting) Geography I Combined Humanities (Elective Literature) Biology II Geography II chinese (not so important - to me hahahaha) chinese (not so important - to me hahahaha) Biology I
AW YEAH
seeing this makes me smile hahahaha! I just had to type this out, not that I expect anyone to see this because no one really comes here anymore maybe after o lvls I'll leave this place to die, hahahahahah
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HOO-HOO,O levels! am i the only one starting to get depressed-and-on-the-verge-of-going-completely-mental?
- I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. WHY AM I HERE?????? i most certainly do not have discipline in the midst of the o lvls
I'm online looking for pictures of twisted dali works, only to realise he never really did twist things.. he only dragged/pulled things. not to mention weird morbid scenes. he himself is twisted. haha I'll write that in my prep I'm also looking for stuff about hitler and the nazis so it doesnt help that I don't take history. and it's getting hard to link it to my topic now. aaaaaaaand it's 11.36 and i have not fulfilled my goal which was to complete 4 sides by today. Phooey.
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Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord. Colossians 3:23
it's refreshing to bombard myself with verses to remind me to keep God in mind when I study. God, I cross-my-heart-promise I will get back on track with my christian life after o levels.
there was some article in home page about taosim going english makes me think about how religion is too commercialized now. are we selling Christianity, or are we trying to spread the word?
it's 5th october, it's about 3 weeks left til d-day it USED to be 15 years ago
The only reason why i came online was to log onto asknlearn (oh shucks the survey, nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo) after today, I will hopefully not be coming back until after 12th November aka my hallelujah day
- gakgekgukgikgaeuiokgoodnessgracious nat needs to rant! :o sometimes, (SIGH) i really don't know what to make of (some) people all i can do now is go "tut tut" and annoyingly wag a finger in their face, just like.... ha, yes. no, i'm kidding. and then there are other people that make me really really REALLY want to have the power to read minds HAHAHA it'd be so convenient and THEN there are some other people who just confuse me to the max; they make me think twice about whether or not I should be talking to them/ attempt to talk to them. sometimes you just get that feeling that the person actually doesn't like you gak there's too much secrecy and fake-ness, toooooo muuuuuuch (BUT OF COURSE this does not apply to everyone. I still have dear friends and I love you all very much)
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