Doubt is most often the source of our powerlessness.
To doubt is to be faithless, to be without hope or belief.
When we doubt, our self-talk sounds like this:
'I don't think I can. I don't think I will.'...
To doubt is to have faith in the worst possible outcome.
It is to believe in the perverseness of the universe, that even if I do well, something I don't know about will get in the way, sabotage me, or get me in the end.
-Blaine Lee
hehe hi fay wonder if you still come here. i 'took' that quote off your blog because i thought it makes a lot of sense and i'm in a 'thinking mood' or whatever this is HAHAHA sorry i think some times i don't really make sense because I don't really communicate my thoughts out very effectively even though i am a communications student.
recently my mind has been active yet inactive. i had this thought that my brain has literally retarded because I get confused at the simplest and most basic concepts such as where my left and right is?!?!?!?!?!?!!? WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME? Only God knows ): I was thinking about how i even use my brain now and it's not like i do math or any brain-training anymore. I don't even draw much anymore. I don't play any instruments (the piano trains your brain!). WHAT DO I DO????????
the semester is already coming to an end, and it isn't just me who thinks that it just doesn't feel very 'right' that there isn't any real closure to this particular sem. unlike our first sem, we do not have a VERY STRESSFUL MAJOR project presentations, we don't even have an exam. I thought this sem was going to be a good sem for me, but it turned out to seem like the total opposite. The slackness got to me and i just dozed off, as if my mind switched off. Individual work like the first 50% of radio was totally screwed up and I only have myself to blame. I thought I could score a 3.5 or higher this sem, but hope of better grades seem bleak.
life in general is such a difference from before. I am so different from before and I'm not sure if that's even entirely a good thing. | 
